And even if others all draped themselves over you, like some sea creatures with powerful suction, I would know that they don't matter, that it is me you will come back to and show them all that you aren't available. You would have the choice of them, but you would pick me. And we would go back into the carpark and dance the night away to music only we can hear. The prospect is so exciting.
Are you real? I have no idea. If we met would I recognise you? Would you know me? I fear that it is not likely. We will probably walk past one another, completely oblivious. But maybe, if luck would have it, you would notice me, I would notice you, and we would somehow progress past a quick glance to conversation. From there, well, who knows?
Sigh...who knows?
ReplyDelete...I can't get enough of someone...and all that clouds my mind is "what if?" whatever.
thanks for writing about 25% of what i really want to say :)
"What if" is the worst question someone can ask themselves. I guess we just have to let things happen; whatever will be, will be. Even if it sucks.
ReplyDeleteAnd hey, I'm just glad you understand some of it :)