Friday, July 30, 2010

A Little Too Close, A Little Too Far

It seems that everywhere I look I still see traces of you. It's like the Universe is conspiring against me to remind me forever of what happened, to tease me about what I lost; a name in an email, a mention in passing, a smell that's a memory.

What do we do? What could have happened didn't, and what shouldn't have happened did. You're so close, but so far away, you might as well be on a different planet.

We're left to suffer the consequences of our actions, dictated by the Universe's plans; we're but pawns in its great game we call Life.

Yet, I think that we still wish it to be otherwise. How else would I be able to explain why sometimes your eyes linger on me a split second longer than they otherwise ought to have?

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9 comments:

  1. Emily RachelJuly 30, 2010 at 5:43 PM

    I hope you're feeling okay Mersini! :) Lots of love going your way.

    xx

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  2. MKJuly 30, 2010 at 6:30 PM

    Thanks a lot Em!

    You know, I think I have far better friends than I deserve.

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  3. Emily RachelJuly 30, 2010 at 6:51 PM

    Of course not! You deserve good, supporting friends and more!

    xx

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  4. MKJuly 30, 2010 at 7:10 PM

    Well I dunno. What if you weren't a good, supporting, loving friend to others? What then?

    But thank you.

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  5. SophiaJuly 30, 2010 at 10:29 PM

    I finally understand it all now man. Seriously, don't fret about it. Cos WE love you! :)
    ADVERB!

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  6. MKJuly 30, 2010 at 10:36 PM

    Thanks a lot Soap!

    But I'm curious, you know now, but what did you think it was about before?

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  7. UnknownJuly 30, 2010 at 11:23 PM

    Secretly reading your blogs.. :P
    If you ever need a shoulder to lean on or a pair of ears to listen to you. You know we're always here for you! :)

    Hope all is well.
    xxxxxx

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  8. SophiaJuly 30, 2010 at 11:28 PM

    I don't know I thought you were being deep and artistic. Or just utterly confusing. Hahaha. BUT NOW IT ALL MAKES SENSE! :D

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  9. MKJuly 31, 2010 at 4:30 PM

    @Erica. Thanks a lot dude. Haha, not so secretly reading it now huh? 'cause you told me :P

    @ Soap. I was being deep and artistic. And confusing I guess. A lot of what's on here wasn't actually written to her, or about her, just so you know. But a lot of it was too. Bet you can't tell one from the other though :P

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